Why is it always so difficult for me to follow through with things? This is probably the twentieth time I’ve started and restarted to blog since 2000. It is not that my life hasn’t been eventful, it’s just that I tend to give up as soon as I find this thing that I was going about wasn’t turning out to be exactly as I’ve expected.

Tomorrow will be my implantation day and the last phase of my IVF journey. One step closer to having a baby of own and once I’ve become a mother there will be no giving up.

Knowing myself, I am terrified.

I pray that everything will go successfully and I will have the courage and wisdom to embark onto this new journey, bringing with me no expectations, only curiosity and the ability to appreciate every precious moment along the way.